She’s never there for me when I need her.
Why won’t she just love me?
I have forgotten what her voice sounds like.
My body so desperately aches from the could touch of loneliness.
Tell me what life did to turn you against her.
I just wished that she loved me.
I just wished that I loved me.
I wonder why we lie and kid ourselves that time heals everything.
Time kills everything.
I just wish she could love me.
I release these words to this paper so they may be free.
I hope one day that you see them.
But even if you do, I know that you will never see me as deserving of your love.